Certifiably nuts

Things are looking up
job offers on the horizon
more unemployment money until then
yet I break down sobbing in front of mom and hubby
mom throws paper wads at me
I start laughing thinking this must look nuts
I realize this is nuts I'm nuts why am I crying
everything is going great?

Truth is I was scared
scared it wasn't real
even if it isn't
the worst that will happen is move home
with my parents

and have more paper thrown my general direction

Before and After

Hmm... I've (mostly) decided that after I hit my goal weight I will post before and after shots, blurring out mah face, of course.

I even think I will use a wedding photo, since that was when I was at my heaviest.

and the after shot... will be a bikini! LOL no but probably something fun.

I should hit my goal in September-October, if all goes well. So look forward to then. I know I am!!

Happy happy birthday from all of us to you....

We wish it was our birthday
so we could party too
happy happy birthday
may all your dreams come true
we wish it was our birthday
so we could party too!

-Emperor's New Groove


Happy birthday to the hubby! he's 24 today. :)