Things are looking up
job offers on the horizon
more unemployment money until then
yet I break down sobbing in front of mom and hubby
mom throws paper wads at me
I start laughing thinking this must look nuts
I realize this is nuts I'm nuts why am I crying
everything is going great?
Truth is I was scared
scared it wasn't real
even if it isn't
the worst that will happen is move home
with my parents
and have more paper thrown my general direction
He took my last name when we got married. I took on the challenge of motherhood and losing the 80 lbs I gained
only because i learned early on that paper is only thing that wont scar
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