I even had a "super smore" at the bonfire, which was delicious, but didn't eat anything else. It was almost like a regular smore except in place of a hersheys chocolate, it was a Reeses. Mm. You'd think, since Reeses are my known weakness, the Kryptonite to my Superman, that I would be inclined to eat more of them.
I made enchiladas last night. One of my specialties. Hubby loved it, but I took two bites of mine, it tasted like ash in my mouth. Disgusting. I traded him control of the XBOX for my meal, so he ate that.
I've only had ramen and chips for three days. It's all I am craving. Stupid salt.
I am also up 4 lbs from two days ago. Im pretty sure its salt related.
I did ride a mile on Stella today, despite still being sore from the other day, but I had to. I'm going bonkers. I can't stand being in the house anymore. Its been a tough week mentally. You know you are in a tough spot when even chocolate doesnt sound good.
But I will persevere. I know that it doesn't matter NOW what is happening. I just have to keep a stiff upper lip and everything will be okay. I have an exciting weekend to look forward to and I will do my best to keep my mind off things that I cannot change now.
Wishful thinking never got anyone anywhere.